Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Monday, August 30, 2010

I used to be very talkative in my 'new' class and I could get along with almost everyone in my class...just because I started to become myslef which is what you would call me having mood swings. Sometimes I would be very hyped up and sometimes I just want to be left alone and enjoy the peace...they call me emo when I just want to be left alone...I just can't figure out what is wrong with them. Now whenever there's a crowd somewhere i'll prefer to be at the sidelines even though i yearn to be in the limelight...but I know that will never happen to me. The limelight belongs to some of the rest of my classmates...an example is even though they knew it was my birthday they didn't buy any presents for me but when it's other's people's birthday and they're famous they'll buy their birthday presents. I'm just sick and tired of this...I don't want to be part of anything anymore...but if you need a listening ear i'll be more than glad to listen to your problems and i promise you if you do not want this information of yours to be leaked out, just tell me. I can ensure you it will not, all i'm asking you is just to be honest with me. Don't make use of me because if I find out our relationship is over and never ever EVER lie to me...the kind of people I detest the most are those who lie to me. So now that you know, the choice is up to you...

3:26 AM
Kitty Pianist

Friday, August 27, 2010

Sorry for the late update...was busy for the past few months studying...hope you can forgive me...

7:11 AM
Kitty Pianist

I really hate the feeling when i'm being cheated on...someone wanted to be my stead, I said alright, the next day he tells me sorry... I have another girlfriend who is busy for the next one month so i just asked you to be my girlfriend. And guess what? This is the reason why he didn't want our relationship known...I'll act as if i still never had a boyfriend. And I'll never have one, I don't NEED one. I don't care anymore...I don't trust them anymore...I just can't...

7:05 AM
Kitty Pianist

Friday, May 14, 2010

My whole family are liars, my mother is, my father is and my sisters as well. Nobody in this freaking world is 100% pure hearted unless you can prove it to me. My life sucks, I wouldn't mind if you take it away from this world.

3:23 AM
Kitty Pianist

Monday, April 26, 2010

After what happended between me and my family made me plan on running away from home and sleep in the streets. If you ask me, I would rather sleep in streets than be at home... it makes me feel like i'm in prison. But, after the next two days... you could say that we 'made up' and I dropped the idea on running away from home. Man! This totally sucks l:P

1:37 AM
Kitty Pianist

Saturday, April 24, 2010

I know I don't belong here, I wasn't even suppose to be here in the first place. I don't need to be here cause i'm not wanted and not needed. I'm just a useless piece of junk walking with dreams that make people think i'm crazy. No one loves me ( at least what I think cause that's what they make me feel like) , even if they say they do, I can't sense it neither can I feel it. I don't even feel welcomed here in the first place. Every happy thoughts I try to remember ( if i can) will just turn into something ugly... even if it's my birthday.

6:56 AM
Kitty Pianist

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

This is where I express my true feelings. Whether you believe my encounters or not, I don't give a hoot.

11:24 PM
Kitty Pianist